i'm trying to rebuild and fortify my walls, but to be honest, you've come closer than anyone else has before.
how on earth did you do it? were you even trying?
i don't know what kind of feeling this is, but there is now almost no time when i don't think what i'm doing would be better with you there. i want to see you, talk to you, be around you. i want to see you in so many settings. there are so many things i want to share with you, and so many things i want you to be a part of. i want to see all your reactions to things, and know what you think about things. i want to listen to you talk about so many things, big and small. i want to look into your eyes and make you laugh, and listen to the sound of it. i want to hear you sing, out loud and to yourself. and as much as i enjoy your outer layer of humor, i want to know you so much more in earnest.
is there anything about you that won't charm me?
if you really are drawn to me, i can't think of why. but if i'm truly honest, i want to be known by you too.
