Lord, i know that you are the giver of all good things. You want the best for me. i trust You.
i'll be honest: i hate this. sooo much. even though i enjoy band a lot, it doesn't compare to worship music, and this isn't what i imagined for my summer. at least it's only practices, not Sundays. i know You could change it if You wanted to. i also realize that this isn't some kind of traumatic life-changing decision. but it is giving up kind of a lot for me. i trust that in leading me through this, You will make me the kind of person who can be content in any situation, and who will gladly give up anything for You. maybe You have great plans that i can't yet imagine. i hope so.
self, don't despair; it will hurt some (even more than last time), but it won't be that bad. and don't be sad; there's nothing more to be done, so get used to it for the time.
edit 5/29/13: to anyone who reads this, this is the follow up. God is AWESOME. always. even if He doesn't go with your plans. this time, for me, He did change the situation, which is amazing. but even if He hadn't, He would still be AWESOME. just don't forget that. the end.
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